tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7706056316876225881.post2311895159555925180..comments2023-09-15T05:08:49.653-07:00Comments on Life Through My Lens: 79- Self-imposed closure...Retro Girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10520769739651681722noreply@blogger.comBlogger9125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7706056316876225881.post-26236624013432895552009-04-05T10:03:00.000-07:002009-04-05T10:03:00.000-07:00When I first glanced and saw you were listing mult...When I first glanced and saw you were listing multiple beta numbers I got really excited. I wish it could have stayed there and not gone to the heart drop stage when I really read what was happening to you. I am so sorry.......Many hugs being sent your way.Lost in Spacehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07027117135940864685noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7706056316876225881.post-30635971718300286702009-04-05T09:18:00.000-07:002009-04-05T09:18:00.000-07:00Very sorry to hear this news. I'm glad that you ar...Very sorry to hear this news. I'm glad that you are seeing a way forward, although I'm sure this is all very painful. <BR/><BR/>And yeah... most days I'm happily married, but some days... lol<BR/><BR/>I'm looking forward to hearing more about what you decide to do next.onwardandsidewayshttp://onwardandsideways.wordpress.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7706056316876225881.post-78588914598259278222009-04-05T07:48:00.000-07:002009-04-05T07:48:00.000-07:00I am so sorry. I was really hoping for a different...I am so sorry. I was really hoping for a different result. I, too, have had this happen...but mine turned out to be ectopic - kept going up and then down and then back up - and I learned that this beta hell is worst than the clean BFN. Same result without the added hope and heartache. I am sorry you had to experience this. Glad you are at least feeling some hope and contentment, though I am sure you will go back and forth. Nothing having to do with IF is easy. Hugs.Suehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05323373273366929886noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7706056316876225881.post-8520649885040930262009-04-05T06:32:00.000-07:002009-04-05T06:32:00.000-07:00I, too, learned the hard way that false positives ...I, too, learned the hard way that false positives on HPT's are FAR more evil than false negatives and it sucks to stay on the meds in what seems like a cruel game (I had to remain on meds another 5 days, knowing my beta had only inched up a point after two days). <BR/><BR/>Just read what your sister wrote and am now crying. I wish I had a sister SO much!Skyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18288560043939554132noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7706056316876225881.post-48315576716925887362009-04-04T22:40:00.000-07:002009-04-04T22:40:00.000-07:00I heard excitment and joy in your voice when I tak...I heard excitment and joy in your voice when I taked to you after the first four preg test(all different brands of course!)I could hardly contain my excitement, if fact my entire unit was excited. The very people who cried with me after the first BFN were giddy with joy and being silly. Unfortunatly, I used bad judgement and passed on silly, inappropriate stuff on to you. Believe me if I could do it over differently, I would. I am not going into details but I apoligize to you, Alex and all the IVFers. My heart is heavy with sincere sadness and regret. But as I have told you many times before I love you so much and I'm glad that you are my sister. I wish that I could give you a baby! My wish for you and Alex is to be happy. I want to be a source of support - I know I can't understand the way your IVF buds do. Give me a chance. I am so sorry about the BFN, again tears are shead for both of you. I love you both very much.(I hope i did this right- I never commented on a blog before. The generation gap I guess!)Insensitive Sisnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7706056316876225881.post-91683144617448719682009-04-04T19:19:00.000-07:002009-04-04T19:19:00.000-07:00Ugh, not the beta # I was so hoping for you! =(((I...Ugh, not the beta # I was so hoping for you! =(((<BR/><BR/>I'm happy to hear you are content, but I know there is a big part of you that is hurting and I'm so sorry you have to go through this.<BR/><BR/>I look forward to following your adoption journey.<BR/><BR/>Hugs!Jill M.https://www.blogger.com/profile/03527626839439456919noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7706056316876225881.post-4124508876625975872009-04-04T15:45:00.000-07:002009-04-04T15:45:00.000-07:00You know, I too was thinking of all my summer plan...You know, I too was thinking of all my summer plans and all the great things I would do now that I'm not pregnant. Oh joy! The snow today has put a damper on that, so I'm just lying on the couch depressed.<BR/><BR/>This is one part of the cycle I would gladly part ways with you if I could.<BR/><BR/>Hugs and love.Phoebehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07668069274859889749noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7706056316876225881.post-35779292234130163392009-04-04T15:20:00.000-07:002009-04-04T15:20:00.000-07:00You know how very sorry I am that you had to go th...You know how very sorry I am that you had to go through this. <BR/>Big hugs, for the both you and Alex.DAVshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16759565504954172751noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7706056316876225881.post-1267744460174334872009-04-04T15:07:00.000-07:002009-04-04T15:07:00.000-07:00I just wanted to let you know how sorry I am. Big,...I just wanted to let you know how sorry I am. Big, big hugs for you and DH today :-(Polly Gamwichhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09338430066217324064noreply@blogger.com